Chapter
14: Brainstorming Life’s Ambitions
After the brief
meal, I was relaxing on the terrace watching the view of the twilight sky. The
orange-ish blue horizon formed a magnificent gradient as the background for the
resplendent Taj Vivanta which was
right across our apartment. The invariable cacophony of the trains at Yeshwantpur railway station, traffic on
the busy Tumkur road, and the excruciating
noise of Namma Metro flyover
construction work, all added up to exterminate the tranquillity I came
searching for. I took out my camera and started clicking pictures of the sky,
and everything that bothered me and pleased me. I can still enjoy this evening. I consoled my conscience.
“Abhi... What are you doing
up here?” Divya came up searching for me. Her eyes were eager and they had a questionnaire
ready.
“Shoot me.” I said.
“What???” She asked with a
surprise.
“Take a picture of me.” I
said. She didn’t get it for the first time.
“Oh!” She carefully handled
my equipment and with a quick shift in focus, she clicked my picture against the
Taj Vivanta in my background. Perfect.
“Come for tea.” She asked me
to come back in.
“Comforty?” “Come 40?” I
mocked with a PJ. She didn’t beat me, but instead she pretended to drop my
camera from her hand and I had my heart in my mouth for a second.
“I’ll come in a minute Nam Amma. Please give my camera.” I
pleaded. She returned my camera with a warning smile and left. I too clicked a
few pictures and came home.
My sister handed over a cup
of tea and when I took the first sip my saccharine taste buds went for a ride.
“Did you add sugar to the
tea or tea to sugar?” I asked clearing my throat, now filled with diabetic tea.
“I like it sweet.” She said impassively.
I didn’t say anything, and I just finished my extra large cup (rather glass) of
tea. The dusk had fully consumed the lights of the day and I went back on the
terrace. This time Divya too accompanied me.
“So... What’s with you and
Sakshi?” She asked me with a serious look. “Everything going good?”
“Yes. A couple of months and
she’ll be Mrs. Sakshi Abhinav Karanth.” I said with a smile. The street lights
had begun to flicker and the Taj Vivanta
looked dazzling with the amber lights glowing in every floor, in every room. It
looked like a matrix of tiny light bulbs lit to ‘Enlighten the World’ sort of thing.
“Be serious Abhi.” Divya’s
voice modulated with a tinge of concern. “What are you doing about savings.”
She asked. “Do you have any?”
I had a poker-face. I had no
answer to give and I just kept staring at the Amber Matrix.
“Abhi. Look at me.” she scowled.
“What are you doing about savings?” she repeated her question.
“I... I... am trying to....”
I mumbled.
“Trying what Abhi?” her
concern grew deeper.
“...trying not to spend much
on unnecessary things...” I said. “That’s about it... my savings.” I gave a wry
smile.
“That’s not enough Abhi.”
She shook her head and started to explain.
“Why don’t you send some
money home and ask mom or dad to do the saving?” She gave some sound
suggestions.
“I will...” I nodded.
“Don’t talk in future
tense.” She had now calmed down. “Tell me what will you do now?”
“Now I am just keeping the
money in my SB account.” I didn’t try to pretend as if I had huge investment
plans.
“Okay. You can talk to
Naveen and he’ll help you with that.” She said.
Naveen, apart from being a
hardcore software geek, is also a voracious investor in stock market and always
talks about buying, selling and holding them. It’s a rare combination in him and
sometimes it’s a curse too. It happened one day that I asked him which bus do I
had to take if I wanted to go from Yestwantpur
to Chamarajapet. He rolled out the
whole Bengaluru map to show me the
way including the alternate shortcuts if there was heavy traffic. He tends to
confuse a simple question and give much more sophisticated solution.
“Dee...” I called her out
while she was going downstairs.
“Yeah! Tell me...” She
paused.
“I love you...” I said with
a smile. She came back and gave me a hug. Her warm and smooth hands slipped
from my shoulders swiftly and she rushed to the apartment to carry on with
Gagan’s homework. I still sat pondering over her thought of savings and
moreover, I was worried about talking to Naveen. He advises less, and drills a
lot more with his hyper-comprehensive jargons.
Okay.
I am doing this, just for myself. I am a crazy, selfish and I want all this for
myself to enjoy with my family and friends. I made a strong
determination and made a move towards Naveen.
“Abhi... What happened?”
Naveen asked with an unmoved head while watching news on the TV.
“Are you busy?” I asked
hesitantly.
“Not at all.” He quickly
turned off the TV and inched towards me in his white vests and gray shorts. He looked
like a Man on Mission minus the uniform.
“What you upto?” he asked with a pillow on his lap while he folded up his legs on
the couch.
“I was looking for some
saving options.” I started the topic without beating round the bush.
“Okay. You are looking into
stock? Commodities? Mutual funds?...” he went on giving options.
“I don’t know...” I said
with a straight face.
“I am transferring a part of
my savings to Divya’s account. You please do whatever you feel is productive.”
I said blankly. “I am totally an illiterate in this kind of stuffs.”
After I was done talking, he
went into his bedroom, brought some blank paper sheets and a pen. He started
showing me some calculations of all the saving options and it was much more
soothing than reading a novel. I fell asleep halfway while he continued to explain
IPO, face value, market value, and I totally lost him at equity shares. Savings is not my thing. I accepted my
defeat and went to bed.
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